Daily Zohar 4474
Holy Zohar text. Daily Zohar -4474

Hebrew translation:

151. זָקֵן זָקֵן, בַּתְּחִלָּה הָיָה לְךָ לִשְׁמֹר דַּרְכְּךָ, וְתִסְתַּכֵּל בְּרֹאשְׁךָ. אֲבָל עַכְשָׁו אֵינָהּ שָׁעָה לְהִתְחַבֵּא. זָקֵן, חֲזֹר בְּכֹחֲךָ. אוֹתָהּ רוּחַ שֶׁיָּצְאָה, לְאָן הוֹלֶכֶת? בָּכָה וְאָמַר, חֲבֵרִים, כָּל הַבְּכִיּוֹת הַלָּלוּ שֶׁאֲנִי בּוֹכֶה אֵינָם בִּגְלַלְכֶם, אֶלָּא פּוֹחֵד אֲנִי לְרִבּוֹן הָעוֹלָם שֶׁאֲנִי מְגַלֶּה דְרָכִים נִסְתָּרוֹת בְּלִי רְשׁוּת. אֲבָל גָּלוּי לִפְנֵי הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא שֶׁלֹּא לִכְבוֹדִי עָשִׂיתִי וְלֹא לִכְבוֹד אָבִי, אֲבָל רְצוֹנִי הוּא לַעֲבוֹדָתוֹ, וַאֲנִי רוֹאֶה הַכָּבוֹד שֶׁל אֶחָד מִכֶּם בְּאוֹתוֹ עוֹלָם, וְאַחֵר יָדַעְתִּי שֶׁכָּךְ הוּא, אֲבָל לֹא גָלוּי לְפָנַי, וְעַכְשָׁו רָאִיתִי.


Zohar Mishpatim
Continued from previous DZ
Old man, old man, initially, you were supposed to guard your way and look at the beginnings of your discourse, but now is not the time to hide, old man, return in your might. Where has the soul that left gone? He wept and said, ‘Friends, all these tears I have shed were not for your sake, but I feared the Master of the Universe, for I revealed hidden paths without permission. But it is known before the Holy One, blessed be He, that I did not do it for my honor nor for my father’s honor, but my desire was for His service. And I saw the precious level of one of you in that world, and the other, I know that he is so too, but it was not revealed before me. And now I see.

The secrets of the Torah in the hands of unworthy people could be dangerous for them and the world. For example, using Kabbalistic tools for selfish desires is WRONG! Many people drew judgments and lost faith because of that. If a person doesn’t have a pure vessel, he should not use such tools. We do teshuva, study, and give Tzedaka for the sake of connection to reveal Light. We pray to Hashem for others and to support us on the righteous path. The true reward would be having the merits to be at the time of Mashiach and the Resurrection.