Daily Zohar 4270
Holy Zohar text. Daily Zohar -4270

Hebrew translation:

137. מִיָּד – וַיֹּאמֶר ה’ אֶל מֹשֶׁה אֶסְפָה לִּי שִׁבְעִים אִישׁ וְגוֹ’. אָמַר לוֹ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא, אַתָּה רוֹצֶה מָוֶת בְּכָל זְמַן – הֲרֵי לְךָ, וְאָצַלְתִּי מִן הָרוּחַ וְגוֹ’. בֹּא רְאֵה שֶׁכָּאן יָדַע מֹשֶׁה שֶׁהוּא יָמוּת וְלֹא יִכָּנֵס לָאָרֶץ, שֶׁהֲרֵי אֶלְדָּד וּמֵידָד הָיוּ אוֹמְרִים דָּבָר זֶה.
138. עַל כָּךְ לֹא צָרִיךְ לוֹ לָאָדָם בְּשָׁעָה שֶׁהָרֹגֶז שׁוֹרֶה בּוֹ לְקַלֵּל עַצְמוֹ, שֶׁהֲרֵי כַּמָּה עוֹמְדִים עָלָיו שֶׁמְּקַבְּלִים אוֹתוֹ דָּבָר. בִּזְמַן אַחֵר שֶׁרָצָה מִיתָה, לֹא קִבְּלוּ מִמֶּנּוּ, מִשּׁוּם שֶׁהַכֹּל הָיָה לְתוֹעֶלֶת יִשְׂרָאֵל. כָּעֵת אֵינוֹ, אֶלָּא מִתּוֹךְ רֹגֶז וְדֹחַק, וּמִשּׁוּם זֶה קִבְּלוּ מִמֶּנּוּ. וְעַל כָּךְ נִשְׁאֲרוּ לְאַחַר כָּךְ אֶלְדָּד וּמֵידָד וְאָמְרוּ אֶת זֶה, שֶׁמֹּשֶׁה יִתְאַסֵּף, וִיהוֹשֻׁעַ יַכְנִיסָם לְיִשְׂרָאֵל לָאָרֶץ.


Zohar Behaalotcha
Continued from previous DZ
Immediately, God said to Moses
Numbers 11:16
“וַיֹּאמֶר יְהוָה אֶל מֹשֶׁה אֶסְפָה לִּי שִׁבְעִים אִישׁ מִזִּקְנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל אֲשֶׁר יָדַעְתָּ כִּי הֵם זִקְנֵי הָעָם וְשֹׁטְרָיו וְלָקַחְתָּ אֹתָם אֶל אֹהֶל מוֹעֵד וְהִתְיַצְּבוּ שָׁם עִמָּךְ.”
“So YHVH said to Moses: “Gather to Me seventy men of the elders of Israel, whom you know to be the elders of the people and officers over them; bring them to the tabernacle of meeting, that they may stand there with you.”
The Holy One, Blessed be He, commanded Mose to gather seventy elders, and since he asked to die, he added;
Numbers 11:17
“וְיָרַדְתִּי וְדִבַּרְתִּי עִמְּךָ שָׁם וְאָצַלְתִּי מִן הָרוּחַ אֲשֶׁר עָלֶיךָ וְשַׂמְתִּי עֲלֵיהֶם וְנָשְׂאוּ אִתְּךָ בְּמַשָּׂא הָעָם וְלֹא תִשָּׂא אַתָּה לְבַדֶּךָ.”
“Then I will come down and talk with you there. I will take of the Spirit that is upon you and will put the same upon them, and they shall bear the burden of the people with you, that you may not bear it yourself alone.”
With these words from Hashem, Moses knew that he would die and not enter the Holy Land because Eldad and Meidad were prophesying about this issue.

Therefore, a person should not curse himself when he is angry. Because some prosecutors connecting to him accepted his word, his curse would be fulfilled. At another time, meaning the event of the Golden Calf, Moses asked to be removed, but his words were not accepted because it was all for the benefit of Israel.;
Exodus 32:32
“וְעַתָּה אִם תִּשָּׂא חַטָּאתָם וְאִם אַיִן מְחֵנִי נָא מִסִּפְרְךָ אֲשֶׁר כָּתָבְתָּ.”
”Yet now, if You will forgive their sin—but if not, I pray, blot me out of Your book which You have written.”
Now he spoke out of anger and urgency, and therefore they accepted his words, and so afterward, Eldad and Meidas remained in the camp and said that Moses would gather his people, and Joshua would bring Israel into the land.